People walking around pushing and fighting. You can't slow down you get toss around. You look up to they're faces. They'er eyes look like they are staring at something. I try to see what they are looking at. I see nothing. I said hey what you looking at? No one answer. Push and fighting why are you not hearing me? I got to the side by a wall. I see so many just walking and looking straight. No Emotiones nothing. I started to run to the front. Thinking they know something I don't know. It took a long time to get there. When I did I seen something so sad and scary. I had to think why? Why you walking to the edge. ? I started to push people back from the edge. I ran to a laid with a baby. Telling her please don't go. She did not say anything just stare. I pulled the baby in my arms and run to the wall. Families friends and people just walking off the edge. No sound. I can't stop it! I'm no one! I'm just one and one can't do anything. I stop and down at arms nothing no baby. I looking around did I drop the baby? I push my way back in looking for the baby. Asking people with tears down my face "help me find the baby? I dropped to the ground crying and saying please stop please help me! No sound I sat there thing if I scream will they stop. Will they listen. In a low voice I said " stop stop I need to get louder Stop and louder STOP STOP! !!! STOP!!!! I scream so loud I felt my body was shaking. I dropped to the ground crying. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and a laid ask are you ok? I said yes. I looked around people are talking and looking at me.
I think we are like this. We need to stop walking to the edge and start listening. Stop following others. You have to be yourself.
When I die I hope I touch your life? I hope I was nice to you? I hope you know your like my family? I share anything with you and you make me happy when I'm not on skyrock you tell me you miss me. I hope my stories and poems touch you? I will always think all of you.. If I die today I can say ( I shared my life with Meany friends as they share their life's with me. When I'm sad you was sad to. When I'm happy your happy to.. My friends ,,are life's journey is so special. I'm so happy you was with me through it all..
I'm not dieing just like share how you make me feel.. You're unforgettable..
My friends can you hear my cries. Can you feel my pain? The pain I have I don't think I can handle it. The cold hands of death took my mother now my father. I feel angry hurt and wish death on me. My friends I will stop crying when no tears fall from my eyes or death come and get me.